Child Never Wanted

What does it matter if I am in pain?
You're not affected - you stay the same,
I don't need your pity, I don't want you near,
I'm all alone, it's just me and the fear.

I'm not important, I don't matter - it's true,
You hurt me before, its all down to you
but it makes you look good when you're there for me,
My father, my carer, I have to break free.

You think that you're helping, you think I forgot,
The abuse that I suffered, the bruises I got
but they are not healing, I doubt that they will,
The scars are all mental, the kind that can kill.

And now it's all over, I'm out of your way,
I know I will hate you until my dying day
and then when I'm dead I will hate you some more,
The child never wanted lies dead on the floor.